sighhh..........
From vball captain to vball ballpicker. The feeling is like... Really really bad.
Played vball for 4 years already and this is the first ever time I get this inferior feeling.
Always the one spiking and stuff
Now I get to be the one WATCHING others spike at the side.
OMGOSH.
Never had to worry about falling out of main team but now here I am,
comforting myself that if I work hard enough, MAYBE I will get that one chance.
It's really until I get in this position then I truly understand how this felt.
What can I do man :(((
Really afraid that no matter how hard I'm going to train, I won't reach what I want.
I don't one to live through this form of disappointment.
Although the team is really really nice, but hanging out with them with them knowing that I'm don't belong to main, I feel so thick-skinned.
AH WATEVER.
RANTING DOESN'T MAKE SENSE.
GO GO GO.
Even though this is pure self comfort,
I'm sure if i work hard, I will get to what I want.
"Don't let life change your goal, because achieving your goal can change your life"
Yea I'm going to do it :D
On the bright side, I got awesome classmates. WHEEEEE :DD
And I've got so many happy and good things.
So nothing's gonna bring me down.
So what if it is embarrassing being the worst player.
Every successful man starts from the bottom.
Gonna tell myself to jiayou, and make sure I do exactly :)
