Chock Full of Beans

This is like, so random.
But I swear this is the best chocolate cake I've tried EVER.
Gonna go back for it again :))
Try out the food too maybe.
GOSH CAN'T WAIT <3>

Need a hug..

Just one person...
Just one.

So Wrong..

Wonderful class- Fun, crazy, everything...
Maybe it's just me. But I felt that the things they say are no longer funny,
no longer so hyped up in joining them in things they do.
Just... No longer that fun, that crazy, that close.
Yes it's just me but....
I don't know how to resolve thing.

It's almost pms like. That's a gooood thing.. 
Something's just felt soo wrong.

Confused

I am not not not happy at all.

What should I do?

You become a champion when you fight on. 

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile. -Unknown author.

All time loooooooooow

sighhh..........

I swear I hadn't felt so low in a long timeee..
From vball captain to vball ballpicker. The feeling is like... Really really bad.
Played vball for 4 years already and this is the first ever time I get this inferior feeling.
Always the one spiking and stuff
Now I get to be the one WATCHING others spike at the side.
OMGOSH.
Never had to worry about falling out of main team but now here I am,
comforting myself that if I work hard enough, MAYBE I will get that one chance.
It's really until I get in this position then I truly understand how this felt.
What can I do man :(((
Really afraid that no matter how hard I'm going to train, I won't reach what I want.
I don't one to live through this form of disappointment.
Although the team is really really nice, but hanging out with them with them knowing that I'm don't belong to main, I feel so thick-skinned.

AH WATEVER.
RANTING DOESN'T MAKE SENSE.
GO GO GO.
Even though this is pure self comfort,
I'm sure if i work hard, I will get to what I want.

"Don't let life change your goal, because achieving your goal can change your life"
Yea I'm going to do it :D

On the bright side, I got awesome classmates. WHEEEEE :DD
And I've got so many happy and good things.
So nothing's gonna bring me down.
So what if it is embarrassing being the worst player.
Every successful man starts from the bottom.


Gonna tell myself to jiayou, and make sure I do exactly :)

Love Is In The Air

Had been what, 2 months since I last blogged. HAHA
Had been so damn freaking busy with work. Kinda miss slacking at home although I used to complain of boredom before I start working....
Haiz work's not good.
You neglect your family, neglect fruits, neglect eating healthy...

But whatever, it's 17th jan today :)

MY BESTFRIEND BIRTHDAY :DD

Donno whether she will see this, but there's so much for me to say...
Saw her blog and realised how it had been months since I checked her blog.
I missed out how she said she wanna be back at Sing from Taiwan's cause she missed us (even though Taiwan's so great)
I missed out how cancellation of manicure party was a disappointment to her cause I didn't manage to see it from her face.
Missed out how she mentioned us again and again in her posts too.
And now what, we only have less than a month together :((((
Sorry nat if I was painfully slow in replying your messages.
Or telling you over and over again that I have work.
Now, I only want to have more fun together.
Complete everything we wanted too, and make sure you leave with no regrets :D
ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY BABE.
SSee you on 20th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD

once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

And even if you didn't manage to see this, I make sure I let you know all that I wanna say in my card.
LOVE YA XOXOXOXOXO.

I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you.